I have not written here in a while. Perhaps I simply haven’t been able to get my thoughts together. I have a licence, I bought a car. Goals completed, It felt good to have goals. I feel a bit empty, I wonder now what? The most obvious answer would be if having a goal made you feel good then get more goals. However am not sure what I should strive for.
I got the car because I wanted to be more free. I’ve felt like my life is a prison, Am confined to the small space I live in. My mind creates Iron bars all around me. It does not matter if I have a car or a helicopter if I can’t break the prison walls. Am lonely. Loneliness could be labeled the theme of my life. I don’t want to be alone but I fear I have allowed my own mind to entrap me.