Feelings of loneliness often weigh the heaviest on my mind. I have trouble turning to people at such times for fear of being a burden. As such, my loneliness is a situation of my own making. Making friends has never been easy for someone who has trouble making small talk. So i wonder the internet like one would wonder the streets, aimless, perhaps looking for some purpose.

As far back as i can remember i’ve kept myself alone. It was to painful to do anything else. Escaping to my own head i only found a bully. One of the worst you will ever meet, he make my life feel worthless and suicide seem pleasant. I spent years silencing this bully, only to come out of the battle and find i still feel lonely. However, i wont let myself be bullied anymore.

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