I had a dream, it was of my sisters wedding. For some reason she was having second thoughts so i told her something i never wanted to forget so i wright it in this journal.
“Remember when i first started getting help? ever since those days my life has been a liveing hell, but i have never been happyer, because before then id run and hide and lock myself away in my own head. Dont live your lie like that, live life and take the good and the bad.”
I woke up before i could tell her this.
Looking Back: This was a very odd dream i had, a real change from the normal haunting ones i had in those days. It was likely my subconsciousness trying to tell me i should tells someone how i feel.