I am Ryan McNamee. A sad,smart, thoughtful and kind man. Like all humans i am complex. Ive spent most of my life traped in my head. This has made me become a shut in. Ive missed out on alot of my life. Even now i have a hard time remember parts. Perhaps because the bad time over shadow the good, or because ive only ever paid half attention. My handwriting, grammar and spelling are all poor. A true shame for someone who loves to wright.